I was among the
first intake of pupils at the new Primary School in Westerton which opened in
January 1960. I spent the second half of Primary 4 there (still taught my Mrs
Robertson who had moved from the Bearsden school with the class) and the bulk
of my Primary 5 year, until my parents and I moved to Carluke in May 1962.
I liked the new
building with its well-lit classrooms overlooking the village. The playground
was an oblong of tar – the natural slope of the hill had been built up to
create a flat playing surface, at one end of which the ground sloped steeply
downwards. When covered in thick snow, the playground was ideal for rolling
enormous spheres of snow bigger than we were. When they’d grown so enormous
that we could hardly move them with our breathless shoulders we shoved them over
the edge, and watched with cold-palmed satisfaction as they disintegrated among
the bushes below.
I also remember
enjoying the crafts we were given to do.
There were sheets of card with outlines on them which you could cut out
with blunt safety scissors and then score and fold and paste to make various
models which you could be painted or coloured. I remember my disappointment
that the aircraft I laboured clumsy-fingeredly laboured over did not turn out as
successfully as I had anticipated. My chicken, on the other hand, I judged to
be a success despite it being moderately skew-whiff. It was made from pieces of
yellow felt, cut out using a template for guidance and then stitched together,
stuffed with cotton wool, and finished off with an orange felt beak, and orange
circles for eyes. My mother preserved this cheerful creation for many years.
My 18-months
sojourn at Westerton Primary School was the only time during my primary
education when I was unhappy at school. Partly my unhappiness was due to my
Primary 5 teacher, whom I didn’t find sympathetic. I noted with satisfaction that
the word ‘Horrid’ alliterated with her surname in pleasing symmetry. The main
source of my unhappiness however, was the head teacher (whom, I noted, had the
same surname as our milkman.)
My parents had possibly
raised some issues about the teaching style at the school – I know they were concerned
that I was never given anything to memorise, and their concern was valid: I
recall the struggle I had to learn times tables and poems by heart when I moved to Carluke Primary School where
lessons were still taught as they would have been half a century earlier. Anyway the head called me down to his office,
on more than one occasion I think, sat me down in a chair and without
explanation fired mathematical and factual questions at me.
For some now
inexplicable reason I had been conscripted into (or had volunteered for) what
was known as the ‘Special Art Class’ despite having few discernible artistic
skills (fragile monoplanes and slightly unstable chickens excluded.) Before
Christmas 1961, the Class was assigned the task of providing seasonal decorations,
and it was decided that we should create a small crib at the very front of the
stage in the school hall, with a number of camels approaching in dignified
processions from either side of the stage. I have no doubt that there were
shepherds and sheep as well, and a Holy Family, but it’s the camels I remember
because my skills, such as they were, were deployed on the camel design team.
It didn’t seem
to occur to the teachers in charge of this project that the appearance of wise
men from diametrically opposite directions might be at variance with the
biblical narrative. The star must surely have carried out some spectacular
celestial gymnastics in order to keep on track both contingents of wisdom
seekers. I quickly discovered that while it is difficult to draw camels
travelling from left to right, it is close to impossible (for me at least) to
draw them travelling from right to left. And so my time in the Special Art
Class was not a season of unalloyed glory.
But I still felt it was hurtful and uncalled for when the head said to
me, sneeringly, during one of our tĂȘte a tĂȘtes ‘What were you doing in the
Special Art Class?’
I don’t know
whether I was eager to please, or just thoughtlessly signing up for everything
on offer, but I was also a member of the school choir at along with my friend
Douglas Anderson. I wasn’t a very conscientious chorister - I remember my mother had to write the words
of our pieces out for me in a small black-covered notebook in her clear, blue
script. ‘All in an April evening, April airs were abroad.’
My musical
experimentation extended to taking violin lessons. I was lent a child-size
fiddle by the school and had regular lessons from a visiting teacher, but it
must have been immediately obvious that my potential as a violinist was
minimal. I don’t know whether I was
subconsciously doing things which would get me out of the less-than-sympathetic
teacher’s class. I do recall asking if I could ‘be excused’ at about the same
time each morning, and relishing my few moments of freedom as I walked along
the bright, empty corridor and down the stairs to the toilet below (which
reminds me that I also have a recollection of accidentally dropping one or more
empty glass jam jars down the same stair-well at some point.) But the teacher
cottoned on to the regularity of my escapes, and I never asked again.
This teacher’s
classroom, and the violin case led to my saddest interaction with the head
teacher. I am sitting at my desk, the violin case innocently laid in the aisle
beside me. The head is in the room. My
violin case falls on its side with a clatter – I presume someone must have
taken their foot to it. The head takes me to task, and as I am protesting my
innocence, an electric train passes the village, and sounds its horn. In the
quiet classroom someone vocally echoes the sound.
The head is
indignant. ‘Who made that noise?’ No-one owns up. He asks each child to point
towards the source of the sound. Many fingers point in my direction. ‘It wasn’t
me!’ I say, but he doesn’t listen. I have no sense that my classmates are
betraying me. My anger at the injustice is directed solely against the head. I
am told to follow him downstairs to his office, where he produces his belt. I
do not cry. I go home, violin case in hand with my right shirt sleeve pulled
down over my wrist, afraid that my parents will catch sight of the red weal.
One day in
spring 1962, I sit at my bedroom window and write on dozens of small pieces of
yellow paper, about the size of a business card, the words ‘The Dempster are leaving.’ I take
these to school with the strange idea of broadcasting them around building and
playground. But soon I take cold feet, and stuff them in a bin, from where
someone, curious, retrieves them and brings them to me. ‘How strange!’ I say.
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